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damagedcompass asked:
What's your top 5 sexual fantasies?
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ladynehemah answered:
Definitely the top one is unprotected or risky sex.
Anything to do with my ass, such as spanking, grabbing, groping, fingering, licking, toys, fucking, etc is a huge one also.
Anything to do with fashion or clothing, I find that the different looks and textures can add so much eroticism.
I love taboo or forbidden relationships also. Married or taken men, bosses and employees, teachers and students, etc. Any pair of people who shouldn’t be together for any reason.
I’m not a big fan of formal BDSM relationships and lifestyles, but I enjoy that feeling of lose of control that comes with bondage type toys.
I know these aren’t really fantasies, they’re more fetishes but…close enough lol.
seattle slut’s field report
I was told to be at the Walmart by 10pm. I wasn’t told until the night before when and where to go, Jason told me not to talk to him very much so I wouldn’t know what to expect. Probably because he knows I talk too much. I barely slept that night, I was too excited. I’d been waiting years for this. Tom promised and failed so many times that I thought it was never going to happen. I was finally going to get raped.
I was dripping wet and made myself cum three times throughout the day. I wore a v-neck shirt, some leggings, and some four inch heels that really didn’t go with my outfit but Jason told me to wear so I’d look like a whore. When I couldn’t wait anymore I left my apartment and ended up at the Walmart about half an hour early. It wasn’t until I was sitting in my car, waiting, that I started to get nervous. I could feel how wet I was through my leggings and with each car that passed I wondered if it was him. He finally showed shortly before 10pm. When he saw me he told me I was no fun, that I was already a whore before grabbing my hair and pushing me into the backseat of his car. I was disappointed when he told me I wasn’t any fun. We drove to the hotel in silence and I spent the ride worried that I was a disappointment. I wanted him to enjoy using me, not be bored with me. Maybe he didn’t like the heels? I just wanted my flats.
When we arrived he pulled me by my hair out of the car. The room was dark other than the faint glow of the TV. I kicked my heels off as he was closing the door. So much of this part is a blur to me. Maybe it all happened so fast, maybe he slapped me too hard. I think he came over, put his hand around my throat and slapped me. I felt so small compared to him. I’m not sure how I got on the bed, if he told me or if he pushed me. When I was on the bed he started removing my clothes but he didn’t end up ripping anything. Once my clothes were off he asked me a question. I believe he asked if I wanted to suck his cock but I didn’t answer properly. He slapped me hard and told me that when he asks a question I must answer win “yes sir” or “yes daddy.” He asked if I understood and I said, “yes sir.” But when he asked if I wanted to suck his cock again I changed my answer to “yes daddy.” Calling him sir didn’t feel right. Daddy felt right. He pulled me by my hair off the bed and down in front of his cock. I started sucking him and he tried shoving his cock down my throat, he didn’t get far before I started gagging but he didn’t care.
Next thing I know I was on the bed with his cock against my cervix and his hand around my throat. He slapped me and squeezed my boobs hard as he fucked me. It all hurt but I loved it. He told me to be quiet or else he’d gag me. I tried so hard to be quiet, I felt like I failed and disappointed him when he got up and put the ball gag in my mouth. I still wasn’t quiet enough so he choked me hard with one hand and put the other over my nose and mouth so I couldn’t breathe at all. He asked me a question but was choking me so hard I couldn’t make a noise at all. I’d never been choked like that, I loved it but started to panic a little. I was still worried when he removed the ball gag from my mouth and wrapped his belt around my neck instead. He choked me with his belt as he fucked me from behind, his cock was always hitting my cervix. With the belt still around my neck he laid back and told me to lower myself on his cock. He slapped me hard and grabbed my tits even harder as he started fucking me again. He held me tight against him and continued choking me with his belt. He warned me that if I didn’t stay quiet he’d put the gag back in my mouth. I didn’t want to disappoint daddy so I bit my lip and tried to bury my face in the pillow but when his finger started touching my ass I got scared. I tried telling him no but he slapped me and told me to be a good little girl. He stuck his finger in my mouth before going back to my ass. I tried begging him not to but he didn’t care. He started fucking me hard with his finger in my ass. I loved it but I didn’t want him to know that. I didn’t want him to know that as much as it terrifies me, I want to be ass raped. When he was tired of fucking me he told me to get off his cock and start sucking him. He face fucked me until I was a mess then told me to start licking his ass. I felt disgusting, I was covered in my own spit and licking his ass as he jerked off. He finally came with my tongue in his ass. When he finished he told me to clean his cock off then to take the belt off and get up.
He pushed me into the dark bathroom, slapped me and told me to stay there until he wanted me again. He closed the door and after a bit I heard him turn the tv. I sat in the corner of the bathroom, my legs were shaking and I started crying. I tried concentrating on the sound from the tv to distract myself and stop crying but it wasn’t long until he turned it off and came back. When he entered the bathroom he put his phone on the counter and pulled me up. He lifted the toilet seat and shoved my head part way in the toilet. Not enough for my face to touch the water but enough for some of my hair to get soaked. That was when I really started to get scared. That was when I realized when setting up boundaries I forgot about any kind of piss play. The thought hadn’t even crossed my mind as an option. When he removed his hand and I thought he was getting ready to pee on me I lifted my head and told him no. He asked if I was daddy’s little toilet and I told him no. He didn’t like hearing this and pulled me back to the bed. He slapped me hard and started fucking me again. He told me I had two options, either be his anal whore or be his toilet. I knew even though I wanted it, there was no way I could his cock in my ass. I also didn’t want to be peed on so I didn’t answer. That made him slap me and ask the question again, this time I told him neither. He slapped me, told me that wasn’t an option and if I didn’t hurry up and answer he’d do both. I still didn’t give an answer, he slapped me again, told me he was about to do both and I finally broke down and told him I didn’t want to be an anal whore. I was too afraid of the pain and I knew if he did pee on me I could shower at some point after. He said I was a good girl before laying back and having me climb on his cock again. This time he came in me with his finger in my ass. He had me clean his cock again then pulled me back into the bathroom and told me to kneel in the bathtub and not move. I knew he was going to piss on me and I tried begging him not to. I considered using my safe word but I didn’t want the night to be over yet. I still needed to be used. I started crying as I begged him not to but he told me to either close my eyes or he was going to pee on my face. I was shaking, crying, and biting my lip when he finically did start to pee on me. It wasn’t much and when he was finished he told me to stay where I was, got his phone and put a bag over my head. That was when he made the video (still mad at you for posting, btw).
He let me clean up and we took a break. I wasn’t paying attention when he got up and was on me. Barely any time had passed before he was again. I wasn’t very wet anymore but he didn’t care. I tried telling him that he wouldn’t fit but he just laughed and kept forcing his cock in me. The deeper is cock went the more wet I became. Soon he was fucking me hard and choking me again but that didn’t last long. He told me to lay on my stomach and started whipping my ass with his belt, I was too loud so he put the gag back in my mouth. I hated the gag. It made my jaw hurt. He turned me over and whipped my thighs, tits, and pussy a bit. He tried trying my hands together with his belt but I got free pretty easily from that. I had also removed the gag from my mouth and he didn’t put it back. I realized I became too comfortable around him though when I tried to stop when changing position so I could go pee. He pulled me back and told me I could when he was done with me but knowing I had to pee only made him fuck my harder. Every time I tried to pull away he’d slap me and hold me down harder. Eventually he had me on top again with his finger in my ass. When he asked what I wanted I told him I wanted daddy to cum in my again but he said he only would if I could two of his fingers in my ass. Instead he decided to suffocate me with his ass while he jerked off and fingered my pussy hard. His fingers against my cervix hurt just as much as his cock did. I ended up on the floor, his ass at the edge of the bed and my tongue buried in it. I liked this position. I licked his ass until he came again. This time in my hair and it dropped down onto my forehead. I cleaned off his cock before he gave me permission to use the bathroom. When I saw myself in the mirror I didn’t feel pretty anymore. All of my makeup was gone and my hair was a mess. The cutest part of me were the bruises forming on my boobs.
We took another break, he turned off the tv and all the lights so I thought maybe he was finally tired and going to sleep. I was wrong. Soon after I felt his hand around my throat again and he told me it was a bad idea to fall asleep next to a rapist. He slapped me and continued hurting my tits when trying to get his cock in me. I wasn’t ready to be fucked again, I told him his cock was too big but he just slapped me harder and forced his cock in me. He put my legs on his shoulders and I tried getting away as he pounded at my cervix but he held me down and continued to fuck me hard. He pulled me halfway off the bed so my feet were on the floor but my hands were still on the bed and continued to fuck me from behind. He told me this was so I couldn’t get away. Now whenever he was fucking me from behind I couldn’t help but push myself back and grind against him when he was taking little breaks from fucking me hard. I loved having his cock in me. I was starting to crave it. Of course I ended up on top again with his fingers in my mouth and ass. He told me to work on my gag reflex with his fingers. My pussy was so sore that when he asked if I wanted to lick daddy’s ass again I eagerly said yes. He suffocated me with his ass and continued to finger me while he jerked off. He came for the fourth time on my stomach as he pushed his ass harder into my face.
We took a longer break this time, he ended up getting some food and we were cuddling when he started squeezing my boob hard again. When I mentioned that I thought he was tired he said he wasn’t tired enough to stop using me yet. He slapped me more this time, I was afraid he was trying to knock me out. Twice he slapped me so hard I saw lights. I couldn’t help but grind back against whenever his cock was in me. His favorite position was me on top with his finger in my ass. He asked if I wanted daddy to bring his friends so they could all use me. Of course I said yes. I want to be gang raped so badly. He didn’t fuck me as long this time and came inside me again. When he was finished he told me I could now go to sleep. By that time it was past 5am.
I was still half asleep when he started forcing his cock in me again. I told him that I couldn’t fit his cock in me but like the other times he didn’t listen or care. His cock hurt but I loved it. He would slap me hard and for a third time I saw lights. One last time I was on top of him and he held me tight as he fucked me hard. I called him daddy and asked him to cum in me. He called me daddy’s little breeding whore and I absolutely loved it. He came in me one last time and told me I was daddy’s good little whore. When he was finished with me I got off and we stared getting our items together since he had to check out soon. There was a full length mirror in the bathroom and I noticed how pink my ass still was along with a handprint on it. I started teasing him that he went easy on my ass so he picked up his paddle brush, pulled my leggings down and held me down on the bed as he smacked my ass. When he was done my ass was bright pink and warm to touch. Next thing I know it was time to leave. He dropped me off at my car and I thanked him for using me.
I finally got home around 11am. My entire body hurt. It felt like when you have the flu and your body just aches. I loved it and I love my bruises. I spent the day resting and it seemed like my bruises were changing color every hour. I have a baby bruise under my left eye, my entire face was covered in broken capillaries, I have bruises on my neck and my boobs got the worst of it. By Sunday I wanted to be used again. I need to be used again. Now that I’ve been raped I realize how much more I need to be gang raped. Whether my ass is ready or not I need a man in every hole.
Thank you daddy.
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